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    The words "police", "police station", and "interrogation" were floating around. I felt anxious, and experienced a flashback so intricately twisted, I felt the rush and heat in my body. It felt so real. Like I was there again. It spiraled in my head[...]

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    Strong / ˈstrȯŋ / adjective

    “No one can tell what goes on in between the person you were and the person you become. No one can chart that blue and lonely section of hell. There are no maps of the change. You just come out the other side. Or you don't.” - Stephen[...]

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    Fuck is a Four Letter Word.

    The handcuffs have come off, and my wrists hurt for a while. As time moved on, the pain dissipated. I'm free now. Now what? Broken glass laying on the floor. The pieces dispersed. It just slipped from my hand.. I think. Did I drop it on purpose?[...]

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    Build a wall around you. Show the world who you are, but always keep to yourself. Be careful where you step. Be careful who you walk with. Because I realized acting stupid cuts the stupid out of your life. The smart ones will see through your stupid[...]

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    Beautiful Mind.

    Being touched, in any way, and as far as it may go, against your will is unforgettable, unforgivable. The anger, the rush of violence. It'll ruin you. Being 15, almost 16.. Lost, confused. Cutting yourself to feel physical pain and trying to rid the[...]

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    Memory /ˈmɛm(ə)ri/ noun

    1. the faculty by which the mind stores and remembers information. 2. something remembered from the past. “I don't want to repeat my innocence. I want the pleasure of losing it again.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, This Side of[...]

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    Time To Fly.. But Wait.

    I began to write this post in September.. I left it as a draft and time went by.. I see it now and I'm going to post it.. It's funny how my feeling changed from freedom to travel.. to locked out.. All because of the judge..   Post from[...]

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    It’s Been a Long Time

    Happy new years.. I hope. It’s been quite a while, hasn’t it? Everything hurts. Even my hair hurts. A lot of things happened, some things I’m not allowed to even say.. I debate whether I should write some of them down or not. But I left[...]

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    The feeling of longing to do something. That one chance you had a long time ago to change something that would have altered your whole path. Wanting what you can't have. Needing what you do have but can't seem to appreciate it while you have it,[...]

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    Isn’t it Funny?

    Isn't in funny when you suddenly look around and realize no one is standing next to you? When once upon a time you were surrounded by all your friends. The thing is, I feel bad. I love my friends. They stood by while I was inside. But what happened[...]

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