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  2. 2
    July
    2017

    Dear Diary, Part 6

    Monday, October 21st 2013: I cut off writing yesterday to talk to the nurse, S. I found out why my roommate is angry, and now I'm angry. She thinks I don't give her enough attention and I'm giving S, my other roommate, more attention. Which is[...]

  3. 2
    April
    2017

    Wide Shut.

    Familiar Nightmares It's 1:30 p.m., and the clanging of the pots and pans against the steel doors was getting irritating. The guard walked at a leisurely pace with the keys jingling in her hand. "They do this on purpose, I swear to God." my[...]

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    June
    2016

    Home.

    They say home is where the heart is. That's interesting. I've been banned from my "home" for, yes the sentence came out and I officially have been convicted to 25 years as a fugitive. Which is exactly the same charges a murderer would get in[...]

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    May
    2016

    Memory /ˈmɛm(ə)ri/ noun

    1. the faculty by which the mind stores and remembers information. 2. something remembered from the past. “I don't want to repeat my innocence. I want the pleasure of losing it again.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, This Side of[...]

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    January
    2016

    Time To Fly.. But Wait.

    I began to write this post in September.. I left it as a draft and time went by.. I see it now and I'm going to post it.. It's funny how my feeling changed from freedom to travel.. to locked out.. All because of the judge..   Post from[...]

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    July
    2015

    Dear Diary, Part 5

    My father has written me two letters since I've been in Verdun, the second more pleasant than the first if I may add. I don't know know what to say to anyone anymore. Yesterday my mom and aunt came. It was nice seeing my aunt again, she really knows[...]

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    July
    2015

    Nostalgia

    The feeling of longing to do something. That one chance you had a long time ago to change something that would have altered your whole path. Wanting what you can't have. Needing what you do have but can't seem to appreciate it while you have it,[...]

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    July
    2015

    The Final Time.

    I spent the rest of my days in the prison on Verdun street. Funny, because before I had no idea that there was a prison there. I really thought that this ratty old building wasn't used for anything.. Little did I know I'd be spending 7 and some[...]

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    July
    2015

    Isn’t it Funny?

    Isn't in funny when you suddenly look around and realize no one is standing next to you? When once upon a time you were surrounded by all your friends. The thing is, I feel bad. I love my friends. They stood by while I was inside. But what happened[...]

  11. 8
    July
    2015

    Well, Fuck.

    So it's been a while. There's a reason for that. Court was on Tuesday.. Didn't go as well as I thought. It's Tuesday, June 30th and I walk in to the court room. It's filled with parents of prisoners, and soon the prisoners walk in handcuffed and[...]