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    July
    2017

    Dear Diary, Part 6

    Monday, October 21st 2013: I cut off writing yesterday to talk to the nurse, S. I found out why my roommate is angry, and now I'm angry. She thinks I don't give her enough attention and I'm giving S, my other roommate, more attention. Which is[...]

  3. 2
    April
    2017

    Wide Shut.

    Familiar Nightmares It's 1:30 p.m., and the clanging of the pots and pans against the steel doors was getting irritating. The guard walked at a leisurely pace with the keys jingling in her hand. "They do this on purpose, I swear to God." my[...]

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    July
    2015

    Dear Diary, Part 5

    My father has written me two letters since I've been in Verdun, the second more pleasant than the first if I may add. I don't know know what to say to anyone anymore. Yesterday my mom and aunt came. It was nice seeing my aunt again, she really knows[...]

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    June
    2015

    Dear Diary, Part 4

    May 25th, 2013, 20 days in...: This is the worst hell I've ever been in, in my entire life. I will never again complain about anything after this experience. I'm barely eating, I'm barely sleeping. My left eye keeps twitching reminding me that[...]

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    June
    2015

    To My Sister

    July 28th, 2013: Dear (My sister), Your letters made me smile! Thanks for the great articles, I read one and I'm starting the other, they're both great. Besides, you know me, all topics are interesting to me. The blog one was really good, I felt a[...]

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    June
    2015

    Dear Diary, Part 3

    Today it's been 49 days: I know the Bitch is up in Roumieh. I hope they're fucking him up. Never in my life will I forgive him for trying to protect some girl he's just fucking. If I hadn't come to Verdun I wouldn't have known any of this. I got[...]

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    June
    2015

    Dear Diary, Part 2

    Continued..: So they moved me down to Verdun women's prison, one more prison to add to the list. They all told me it'll be better, but it's not. I hate it. The rules here are much harsher, the guards are rude, and you can't do anything or ask for[...]

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    June
    2015

    Dear Diary, Part 1

    22 days later...: Being in this particular prison in Ba'abda, changed me in one minute. I just can't stand seeing my family anymore. In my room there are 20, me included: 2 from Bangladash, they're rude and pushy; a woman and her daughter that[...]