1. 28
    July
    2015

    Nostalgia

    The feeling of longing to do something. That one chance you had a long time ago to change something that would have altered your whole path. Wanting what you can't have. Needing what you do have but can't seem to appreciate it while you have it,[...]

  2. 23
    July
    2015

    The Final Time.

    I spent the rest of my days in the prison on Verdun street. Funny, because before I had no idea that there was a prison there. I really thought that this ratty old building wasn't used for anything.. Little did I know I'd be spending 7 and some[...]

  3. 8
    July
    2015

    Isn’t it Funny?

    Isn't in funny when you suddenly look around and realize no one is standing next to you? When once upon a time you were surrounded by all your friends. The thing is, I feel bad. I love my friends. They stood by while I was inside. But what happened[...]

  4. 8
    July
    2015

    Presumed Guilty

    Presumed Guilty, a book by Peter Golenbock and lawyer Jose Baez. Wow. Anyone ever heard of Casey Anthony? The woman who was accused of murdering her own daughter? I heard this piece of news story before but never took a deep interest in it like I[...]

  5. 8
    July
    2015

    Well, Fuck.

    So it's been a while. There's a reason for that. Court was on Tuesday.. Didn't go as well as I thought. It's Tuesday, June 30th and I walk in to the court room. It's filled with parents of prisoners, and soon the prisoners walk in handcuffed and[...]

  6. 27
    June
    2015

    Words.

    It's hard getting myself to sit down and talk about my transfer of the next post after the "4 Days".. Only because so much happened in my 8 months of captivity that cannot come down to just words. I'll do it this weekend when I'm free to sit and[...]

  7. 19
    June
    2015

    The 4 Days After That

    I was awoken on the 22nd day in the lonely little cell in the police station up the street from my house with a haste when someone called my name aloud. I realized it was still early morning, and they must be calling to release me! I have never been[...]

  8. 16
    June
    2015

    The First 22 Days

    It was a dark day when I was thrown into that cell. I was with 11 other women, including the "friend" I was caught that morning with. The "friend" left two days later, and I was alone. I was with 11 other foreigners from all over the world,[...]

  9. 12
    June
    2015

    Birds Flying High.

    As you read "Dear Diary" posts, you may want to know what the hell was happening, hence "My Point of View" of what happened during those 8 months. I call it "My Point of View" as I may add a little, okay a lot, of my own comments and opinions as I[...]

  10. 12
    June
    2015

    Dear Diary, Part 4

    May 25th, 2013, 20 days in...: This is the worst hell I've ever been in, in my entire life. I will never again complain about anything after this experience. I'm barely eating, I'm barely sleeping. My left eye keeps twitching reminding me that[...]