1. Beautiful Mind.

    June 14, 2016  |  1 Comment

    Being touched, in any way, and as far as it may go, against your will is unforgettable, unforgivable. The anger, the rush of violence. It’ll ruin you. Being 15, almost 16.. Lost, confused. Cutting yourself to feel physical pain and trying to rid the emotional. And then growing up and realizing, that’s not the way you deal with it. You just try to forget it. Put it deep inside your memories and bury it. Because you can’t talk to anyone about it. Your mother will blame you, because it’s always your fault. Your father is too precious to hurt, and you’re not close to your siblings. So keep it in in that mind. But don’t do that. Accept it. It happened to you, it happened to others. Talk to someone about it. Someone you trust. Let it help you grow. Escape the labyrinth in hell that you found yourself in.

    You might not see justice in the failure of a system we have, believe me. But you can find your own justice. The sweetest revenge you can have is being happy. Become stronger. Learn to stand up for yourself. Learn to speak up. Learn to tell  yourself that you’re beautiful and worthy of someone’s real love. You’re a beautiful person, a beautiful soul, and soon, when you find the right person who accepts you, who lets you be yourself, who allows your past to be a part of you and loves you for it, remember to love this person back. It’s the only thing that will help you let go. Everyone is worthy of love, everyone is worthy of happiness and serenity. You’re a survivor. Don’t let anyone take that away from you.

    Don’t be ashamed. Let your heart open up to that one, and I’m grateful I have. I can’t wait to be together. Wear your heart on your sleeve. I do. During the Middle Ages, where the noble knights battled for honor, it was common for a lady to ‘give her heart’ to a knight in the form of a handkerchief or other token of affection. The knight would enter the lists with the lady’s ‘heart’ pinned to his sleeve, for all to see.

    Be prepared to show your affection openly and obviously to the one who loves you and allows you to love yourself.

    Peace and love.

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    Love is all we need.