1. 2
    July
    2017

    Dear Diary, Part 6

    Monday, October 21st 2013: I cut off writing yesterday to talk to the nurse, S. I found out why my roommate is angry, and now I'm angry. She thinks I don't give her enough attention and I'm giving S, my other roommate, more attention. Which is[...]

  2. 2
    April
    2017

    Wide Shut.

    Familiar Nightmares It's 1:30 p.m., and the clanging of the pots and pans against the steel doors was getting irritating. The guard walked at a leisurely pace with the keys jingling in her hand. "They do this on purpose, I swear to God." my[...]

  3. 9
    February
    2017

    Strong / ˈstrȯŋ / adjective

    “No one can tell what goes on in between the person you were and the person you become. No one can chart that blue and lonely section of hell. There are no maps of the change. You just come out the other side. Or you don't.” - Stephen[...]

  4. 1
    November
    2016

    Fuck is a Four Letter Word.

    The handcuffs have come off, and my wrists hurt for a while. As time moved on, the pain dissipated. I'm free now. Now what? Broken glass laying on the floor. The pieces dispersed. It just slipped from my hand.. I think. Did I drop it on purpose?[...]

  5. 20
    October
    2016

    Abyss

    Build a wall around you. Show the world who you are, but always keep to yourself. Be careful where you step. Be careful who you walk with. Because I realized acting stupid cuts the stupid out of your life. The smart ones will see through your stupid[...]

  6. 14
    June
    2016

    Beautiful Mind.

    Being touched, in any way, and as far as it may go, against your will is unforgettable, unforgivable. The anger, the rush of violence. It'll ruin you. Being 15, almost 16.. Lost, confused. Cutting yourself to feel physical pain and trying to rid the[...]

  7. 13
    June
    2016

    Home.

    They say home is where the heart is. That's interesting. I've been banned from my "home" for, yes the sentence came out and I officially have been convicted to 25 years as a fugitive. Which is exactly the same charges a murderer would get in[...]

  8. 11
    May
    2016

    Memory /ˈmɛm(ə)ri/ noun

    1. the faculty by which the mind stores and remembers information. 2. something remembered from the past. “I don't want to repeat my innocence. I want the pleasure of losing it again.” ― F. Scott Fitzgerald, This Side of[...]

  9. 19
    January
    2016

    Time To Fly.. But Wait.

    I began to write this post in September.. I left it as a draft and time went by.. I see it now and I'm going to post it.. It's funny how my feeling changed from freedom to travel.. to locked out.. All because of the judge..   Post from[...]

  10. 3
    January
    2016

    It’s Been a Long Time

    Happy new years.. I hope. It’s been quite a while, hasn’t it? Everything hurts. Even my hair hurts. A lot of things happened, some things I’m not allowed to even say.. I debate whether I should write some of them down or not. But I left[...]